Memo Pusing Belit ala Tak Payah Bace…
2009
my laptop just crashed. which means my pictures, my files, datas, drafts, EVERYTHING = gone. how am i suppose to blog like this? FML, i’ve just got internet connection and look what happened. one after another. got a job offer which then FFKed me too. don’t even have the mood to search for jobs la like that.
it’s hard to count your blessings when bad things come one after another in a queue. i have no mood to blog. i am ranting. wait till i record that video of my dead laptop later; you’ll see what i mean. buat apa pun rasanya tak betul. you faham tak? dahlah semalam makan dinner (mind you bukan supper) sorang-sorang kat mamak lepas shoot 8tv; panggil diri sendiri Pretty Dateless Grrl, orang tak caya. Cuba you cuba, benda-benda yang aku buat nih. MENYAMPAH tau!
cuba tonton DVD, otak entah terapai kat mane. berbual ngan orang, hati entah tenggelam sejauh lautan mana. sampai makan pun, perut tak kenyang-kenyang. balik kampung pun malas, kat city pun semacaaaaaaaaam jer haze nih. giler babi. kerja kat office orangnya semacam, kerja blog kat rumah pulak macam macam problem ada. hidup memang sebatang kara, nak cakap aku tak sayang diri sendiri bukan jugak, habis? siapalahhhh yang sayang jiwa sehelai nih… haih~ Tuhan pun dah pengsanlah agaknya.
Michael Jackson diambilnya, Farrah entah ape bendanye tu puuun hidupnya di ambilnya. Yasmin Ahmad pun barulah umurnya 51. sebelumnya nak blog tentang orang fehmes fehmes nih, tapi aku pun macam bosan lah. semua orang buat benda sama. sampai yang nangis PUN ada! no offence lah; tapi cuba you pikir – bila masa ketiga-tiga orang nih pernah jumpa you? kalo you mati pun dia bukannya kisah; tapi air matamu mengalir macam “hujan anjing dan kucing”. aku tak faham benor!
aku tau lah; yang semua ni takkan berpanjangan. lagipun, yang semua you baca nih perasaan sementara jer… tapi lately inilah rasanya. ada orang cakap, sebab aku tak kerja 9-5. tapi the truth is, you happy ke? i dengar you complainnnn jugak tentang boss mahai tu! alahai~ hidup hanyalah bermakna kalau kita buat benda yang kita nak, betul tak? kalo aku boleh buat apa apa aja kat dunia nih skarang, otakku mesti sedang berfungsi. hatiku timbul di lautan (berenang dengan sesuka hatinya). perut makan roti ngan Milo pun cukuplah. asalkan diri tu gembira dimana ia berada. dan aku tidak mahu berada di sini.
malam nih aku blog betul-betul. siap ada video lagi, okie? skarang nak korek telinga nih!
Samantha
August 5, 2009 at 4:44 pm
hidup hanyalah bermakna kalau kita buat benda yang kita nak,
saya setujuuuu!! -hugs!-
Cindy Tey
August 5, 2009 at 4:51 pm
eh eh… amboi cepat pula budak nih replai ya? hahaha!
jeLLyMaN
August 5, 2009 at 5:14 pm
i guess life has its ups & downs.
if there ain’t down how would you feel the up.
keep the faith . . .
O_o
Cindy Tey
August 6, 2009 at 1:23 am
ya i know… but it’s been (mostly) down 4 so long, jelloman! )=
jeLLyMaN
August 6, 2009 at 10:38 am
things will be better when you least expected. . .
James
August 5, 2009 at 5:35 pm
You will be fine..
Not everydays a good day…
Sleep over it and tomorrow you will be fine again..
Cindy Tey
August 6, 2009 at 1:25 am
sleep over it for how many days worrr…. </3
sheon
August 5, 2009 at 5:41 pm
aiyoh..alone at the mamak after 8tv shoot? i thought you would’ve brought frens along to the studio…
i struggled to read your BM post with such heavy accent.. hahaha
Cindy Tey
August 6, 2009 at 1:26 am
whops! sorry… i think i feel more natural when i speak in BM. >.<
massa
August 5, 2009 at 7:22 pm
ala ala cindy tey, cute nya bila you berbahasa melayu. bila you marahpun tapi bahasa you jadi macam you tak marah. cute nya you bila berbahasa begitu. Saya dah baca berulang ulang kali. sebab cute, jadi saya rasa nak peluk you erat-erat….
massa
August 5, 2009 at 7:25 pm
saya suka la you berbahasa melayu, cuuuuuuuuuuuuute sangat-sangat… rasa nak peluk lagi…emh emh emh….
Cindy Tey
August 6, 2009 at 1:27 am
eh eh~ amboiii! orang marah dia rase kiut pulak… haha.. takde kuasa nak peluk u. hidupku susah skarang. lol!
johnnytai
August 5, 2009 at 10:03 pm
Yealar….dia punya accent damn fluent lehh, inilah budak malaysian yang asli..ahhahaha. I think in the future everyone(all different races) will be speaking bahasa to each other and there’s no difference in pronouciation >P
Those ppl that ffked ur interview have no idea what their missing. Don’t worry, you’ll end up landing on a good job, just make sure it’s the one you’ll like working at
. Good Luck!
Cindy Tey
August 6, 2009 at 1:28 am
the last advice is the hardest one. *sad*
Adeline
August 5, 2009 at 10:37 pm
SHIT! your BM is still SO POWDERFUL!
I can barely understand half of it, and I doubt I can write a proper sentence now. =.=”
Theres always light at the end of the tunnel.
All your bad luck will be gone soon
xoxo
Cindy Tey
August 6, 2009 at 1:29 am
u can one! once u have the “BM Mood/Mode” it’ll come out naturally.. just have to find it inside u… we’r all MALAYsians after all! ;D
Adeline
August 6, 2009 at 6:50 am
haha! but BM was never my strength.
Maybe I should blog in BM one day LOL
The Mizz Eve
August 5, 2009 at 11:08 pm
Ohh wow. A BM blog. I must say your BM is ubber-ubber good. I feel shy to be a Malaysian now. HAHHA . Btw, how come so lucky wan get to go on 8tv? What did you do there? Maybe you can blog about it.
Cindy Tey
August 6, 2009 at 1:30 am
Mizz Eve u r a very special reader cuz u can read my mind. or mayb i read yours. cuz now i’m gonna blog about it. muahahaha~~~ xD
mel
August 5, 2009 at 11:18 pm
Time to invest on a good passport drive
http://www.wdc.com/en/
and back up daily.
Cindy Tey
August 6, 2009 at 1:30 am
i hope it is not too l8 now!!!!!!!!!!! S.O.S.
EricTen
August 6, 2009 at 12:40 am
Hidup ni penuh dengan dugaan
Sabar le ya =)
Cindy Tey
August 6, 2009 at 1:31 am
sabar ada limitnya okeh~! haha..
Angeline
August 6, 2009 at 2:47 am
Cool BM!! You could pass off as a Malay when you wrote this! Cun!
Cindy Tey
August 6, 2009 at 12:27 pm
cannot la! too Bahasa Pasar dee!!
cindy khor
August 6, 2009 at 6:54 am
yeah, it certainly seems that this year would be quite bad luck for most of us, and they don’t just come in ones, they come in bulks and all happen at the same time…
anyway, what we could do is 1st cry our heart out then toughen up our hearts to face for more… just make sure that we know where to start after falling down. ^__^ do take care…
Cindy Tey
August 6, 2009 at 12:27 pm
yup, i do agree withcha~ ^^
Chester
August 6, 2009 at 8:38 am
Cindy, i nampak you kat 8tv..i mmg suka tengok, luangkanlah lebeh manyak masa diudara lol..
Cindy Tey
August 6, 2009 at 12:27 pm
insya-allah!
patricksars
August 6, 2009 at 9:07 am
Tuhan Bless Kamu !!!!!
Cindy Tey
August 6, 2009 at 12:28 pm
God bless U too !!!!
taufulou
August 6, 2009 at 9:11 am
i thought i read wrong blog…and double look on your url..mana tau you really wrote in bm..
don worry la, always bad luck in a row…eventually good luck is lining up after that.
Cindy Tey
August 6, 2009 at 12:28 pm
i thought so too but now i highly doubt that.
Huai Bin
August 6, 2009 at 9:59 am
I’m sorry to hear that Cindy! It happened to me 3 times – 3 HDD head crashed on me, making me lose YEARS of photos and videos which I did not back up. Don’t touch the HDD, it might be salvagable by data recovery experts (which costs a lot, but since it’s dead, might as well just leave it somewhere right?) All the best!
Cindy Tey
August 6, 2009 at 12:29 pm
Thanks Bin Bin! Hopefully it wont costs too much too! >.<
sn00py
August 6, 2009 at 10:48 am
Hidup memang cam ni lah.. bila happie you tak ingat god, bila
moody baru blame god, then komplain apsal camni apsal camtuh…
HDD kaput bukan nye ape masalah besar… cume skit je teknologi
problem, memori engko baru priceless.
makan sendirian pun bukannye ape yang perlu didiscusskan, you cume
nak fulfil perut angko aje… takkan nak seribu orang temankan engko makan setiap meal kan? relak lah sikit.. you nih memang konsider
blessed ngan orang orang di sekeliling engko=) cheers kawan
Cindy Tey
August 6, 2009 at 12:29 pm
ala… pasal blame God tuh pun ttg MJ & the rest. bukannya hidup aku. =P
Crystal
August 6, 2009 at 1:57 pm
take your time to figure out wat you want…its not like if you are working from 9-5 its the best thing. Different people have different needs and like…Dont worry bout it, when you have faith, everything will fall into places. Till then just cherish the free time to discover more bout yourself or improve yourself in other fields. Till then cheer up and stay cool~
cathj
August 6, 2009 at 3:10 pm
Is this really teycindy blog??? check again, oh yess…
Woww.. never know you quite good in your BM.. ^_^.. the whole
post… with BM…
What ever it is… it’s good to express feelings sometimes.. ^_^
The Mizz Eve
August 6, 2009 at 4:54 pm
OMGGGG.. Cindy!! You’re good girl!! I’m a cancer. How on earth did you get that just from reading my description? *Amazing*
Cindy Tey
August 7, 2009 at 2:11 pm
muahahaha~ u’re my best friend now. I’m a Scorpio & yr best match is ME. lol! i just know it cuz i have special zodiac powers!! ;p
Ruby
August 6, 2009 at 4:56 pm
sudah gila. @@!
Cindy Tey
August 7, 2009 at 2:11 pm
memang pun!! bila u balik KL nih?!
vOon
August 6, 2009 at 5:33 pm
eh eh…kadang kala I pun ada feel macam ni…baru-baru jer feel ni jadi lebih kuat…I panggil feel tu – absurd :p
tapi u tak payah la risau…orang yg talented macam u, hanya company tu yg rugi…no worries babe…gambateh T^_^T
Cindy Tey
August 7, 2009 at 2:12 pm
harap harap lerrr~ eh dah lamaaaaa tak nampak u. u gi mane?
vOon
August 9, 2009 at 1:42 am
me…kerja la…dekat 8tv juga..wuahaha..tapi bukan kat 8tv la..kat radio network
May
August 6, 2009 at 5:53 pm
Okay I didn’t get a word what you wrote..could you translate pretty please for the non malaysian readers?
Cindy Tey
August 7, 2009 at 2:13 pm
but if i translate… it wont have that ‘umph’ anymore! cuz the bm was the whole point of it. hehe!! but basically, it’s just me rantinggg.
Eri
August 7, 2009 at 12:32 am
i like that last paragraph.
esp boss mahai tu!
WAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!!!!!1
kalo i boleh bunuh, si mahai tu yang i kang bunuh nih!
Cindy Tey
August 7, 2009 at 2:13 pm
jadikannya kucing dulu ya! ingat tauuu~
Jo
August 7, 2009 at 10:47 am
Wah, BM you manyak bagus wor…. syabas syabas.
Boleh kerja baca berita tv3. Ahaks.
Cindy Tey
August 7, 2009 at 2:14 pm
kalo boleh, i pun nak! tapi dukacita dimaklumkan bahawa baca berita mestilah kite guna bahasa baku… baku ni i susah sikit! HAHAHA
jeeja
August 7, 2009 at 5:19 pm
best la BM u! saye suka! buat blog dalam Bm la!…
comel sungguh blog u!
Cindy Tey
August 8, 2009 at 1:41 pm
terima kasih jeeja! nama u pun tidak kurang comelnya~ xD
massa
August 9, 2009 at 1:25 am
Saya nak mulai sekarang awak gunakan bahasa melayu
dalam blog awak. sebab bahasa melayu awak cuuuuuuuuute
sesangat. baca berulangkali baru saya puas. saya tak
dapat tengok awak kat tv8 sebab saya kat arab saudi
dah setahun. semakin saya baca semakin saya rasa nak peluk awak.
massa
August 9, 2009 at 1:30 am
tuhan pun dah PENGSANlah agaknya…
saya dapat bayangkan macamana awak sebut PENGsan…
kiuuuuuuuuuuutnya awak…. Saya dah jadi crazy.!!!
catzhakury
August 10, 2009 at 12:44 pm
hope that u will be able to salvage the files from HD..
all the best and good luck..
annasuejie
August 14, 2009 at 3:23 pm
haluu!
1st time here..i dpt ur url pon dr pink stilettos. suke i bace
bile u gune bm. nmpk comel even u tgh marah! ahaha!
;D