I’m proud.

I’m proud that I can feel so proud, just. like. that.

Cin

61 comments on I’m proud.

  1. yeah
    November 17, 2008 at 7:36 am

    aahhaha.. :) i dun like dragonfruit either coz it loos really yucky! so bloodyand stuff.. :)

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  2. Johnny Tai
    November 17, 2008 at 8:28 am

    I too don't like dragon fruit because of the taste :P .

    Fruits for dinner, I've not tried that yet…ahahaha.

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  3. stephan
    November 17, 2008 at 8:46 am

    err…u vegen izit?? y so many of ur posts of ur dinner also juz fruits n vege…hmm…personally i cant eat like dat la…im a carnivore…hehe…eat anything also muz have meat…but muz have vege also la…balance…hehe…

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  4. stephan
    November 17, 2008 at 8:47 am

    oh n to johnny n suz…sorry for not following up for b'fast last sun.. kena food poisoning n couldnt come online also(not related to d food poisoning)…hehe…belanja u guys dinner next time for ffk u guys…hehe

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  5. KY
    November 17, 2008 at 8:51 am

    feed me!!

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  6. ROSE
    November 17, 2008 at 10:17 am

    ZUCHINNI ALA AUSSIE CUCUMBER ai?what do u work as anyways?y so much time one?so jealous..-_-

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  7. axiao
    November 17, 2008 at 10:35 am

    eat so much fruit wont O LI TU?

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  8. anonymous1
    November 17, 2008 at 2:51 pm

    in de whole clip i like 2 parts…

    0.35 where u go ….. and DRAGON FRUIT….

    and

    0.52 where u go ….. so this is my DINNER…

    damn cute

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  9. Adeline
    November 17, 2008 at 2:58 pm

    DRAGON FRUIT!!

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  10. Adeline
    November 17, 2008 at 3:00 pm

    DRAGON FRUIT!!
    something i missed heaps when i was in aussie land.

    ps: you remind me of those health freak who hits the gym religiously and eat healthily ( its a compliment btw cos i am trying to be one too but FAILED terribly)

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  11. Tan Yee Hou
    November 17, 2008 at 3:57 pm

    Eh dragon fruit, you must get the red ones.

    I didn't like to eat them last time, but now I quite like it already.

    Makes your <i>shee shee</i> red also.

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  12. Anonymous
    November 17, 2008 at 6:57 pm

    u r a bimbo!!!

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  13. Johnny Tai
    November 18, 2008 at 1:25 am

    to stephen,

    Ahaha….yea la! waited for something to happen, haha.

    to Tan Yee Hou
    - shee shee red …… , luckily I never take. It's like spreading blood in to the toilet bowl -____-

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  14. Jade Z
    November 18, 2008 at 3:14 am

    dear yeah, u can try the white one…

    dear JT, nevermind. we plan the next breakfast session. =D

    dear stephan, u tipu.. u ffk.. i saw u at 1U… HAHAHA! (jkjk)

    dear KY, feed u fruits only wor… u can meh? :p

    dear ROSE, as often as i update my blog (at least not once a week!), i am actually very busy every now & then. the thing is, to Flickr & type in Notepad whenever i have the time… stimes on my pda even.

    dear axiao, O LI TU is what>>>>>? O.o

    dear anonymous1, its great to see ur comments comin' in agen! *yay~* hahaha… cute meh? paiseh lah..

    dear Adeline, just have to be very disciplined. thats the only word really… =/

    dear Yee Hou, actually o-okk or er-ekk also. omfg…

    dear Anonymous, ya lo i am bimbo, so? mana u sakit worrr… :p

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  15. sha
    November 18, 2008 at 3:25 am

    omg u dunno squat abt faking an accent. that's pretty screech-y and god…hilarious. pls pls pls work on your enunciation at least.
    anyway, i honestly think you look nicer with a side-swept fringe.

    ciao

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  16. stephan
    November 18, 2008 at 5:57 am

    1U?? errr…no…it looks like me…sounds like me…but its not me…haha…jk jk… next time u free, let me know la…we can plan something then…hehe… u dunno wut is O LI TU??…cirit birit…hehe

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  17. The Enforcer
    November 18, 2008 at 7:49 am

    Wow…how much will it cost for you to shut up for the rest of your life?

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  18. Johnny Tai
    November 18, 2008 at 8:20 am

    to The Enforcer

    Do u think you can do that for the rest of your life? Don't you lie =D

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  19. Johnny Tai
    November 18, 2008 at 8:22 am

    next session if plan must really plan wan wor, don't half way ffk pulak (sorry ar stephen >P)

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  20. Jade Z
    November 18, 2008 at 8:26 am

    JT, hahaha! well said. it must be one of 'them'. & ya loh; next session must plan properly. kekeke… ^^

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  21. The Enforcer
    November 18, 2008 at 9:03 am

    No seriously, do take some English lessons. Don't copy homework, don't sleep in classes!

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  22. suz
    November 18, 2008 at 10:20 am

    fruits as dinner???? tahan lapar meh?? geez..that will not work on me. i'd definitely call for supper already.

    stephan: its ok. the next time you plan an outing, we ffk on you =P

    the enforcer: hey, do you know, the man who stays in front of my parent's house had a stroke yesterday…

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  23. johnny tai
    November 18, 2008 at 12:44 pm

    the Enforcer

    Hey, thanks for visiting my blog and drop me a childishly comment at my box, that's so sweet of you boy. But all I did was just ask the same question that u gave…is it that hard to answer? =D

    What are you gonna prove by asking her to take the exam? Her english is not perfect, nobody is because there's no such thing. Don't you lie that you are…God knows. =D

    to suz about stephen:
    Lol…that's so mean.

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  24. suz
    November 18, 2008 at 2:35 pm

    to johnny: ppl just wont let you go huh…

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  25. KY
    November 18, 2008 at 2:36 pm

    fruits also cannn

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  26. Johnny Tai
    November 18, 2008 at 4:12 pm

    to suz

    atleast it feels good to be wanted =)

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  27. The Enforcer
    November 19, 2008 at 6:04 am

    To Johnny Tai:
    My English may not be perfect, but at least I don't post videos of myself speaking borken Engrish on the Internets.

    By posting such videos of herself, did she honestly not expect to get reactions such as mine?

    Seriously dude, if she's gonna give you a lapdance for defending her, then kudos to you. Otherwise, stop kissing ass.

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  28. Johnny Tai
    November 19, 2008 at 6:58 am

    to Enforcer

    my my, a feisty one here. Is that all you could think about me? IF u think I'm an asskisser, then what about you?What? You become the so called 'Enforcer'? What do you get by pointing out the fact that her english is not so well spoken? Does it satisfy you so much that you think you're better than her? You like to see people realizing their weakness and they go cry and mourn about it? What is it that you're looking for in all of this? You're not a sadist…are you?

    why I'm tripping your tracks or maybe in your kind of term, 'Asskissing' is because it's stupid and pitiful to see other people spouting their words to try and bring down that person's spirit and hopefully they cry and they get the joy, like they have nothing else to do in their life. What would be funny is that the person who critisize does the crying of self shame.

    If she wants to post a vlog about her dinner then let it be. She's just introducing a healthy dinner to the readers, and you're there splashing a bucket of water.

    If you're that annoyed by people posting videos with broken english, then just go browse in you tube and check them out, there's hundreds and thousands of them out there to satisfy your needs and desire.

    Actually to say, I'm looking forward to having breakfast with her , stephen, suz, julian and the rest. But why BJ and lapdances are the 1st two that comes in your mind for people who are trying to defend their friend ? Is that what you get for doing so? Did you trying doing so to hope to get the same? Be honest…. =)

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  29. The Enforcer
    November 20, 2008 at 6:10 am

    Hi Johnny Tai,

    Yes, I do think of you as nothing more than an asskisser. This isn't any Jane we're talking about here, this is Malaysia's queen bitch, the "winner" of MDG, our country's proud "representative". The more exposed she becomes, the worser Malaysia's reputation worldwide. Why anyone would want to defend this hellish fiend is beyond me. I feel that I am doing a service to the world by trying to get her to stop posting these nasty videos of herself.

    Maybe I should stop being so harsh. Afterall, she's probably worn out after giving you so many BJs and dances (once everytime you defend her eh?). As of now, she probably doesn't have the strength to give you another eh?

    Cindy, I hope you're reading this. Burn in hell, you fiend.

    Best,
    The Enforcer

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  30. Shalini
    November 20, 2008 at 7:57 am

    Holy shit the enforcer you are totally spirited! Where is this force coming from?? Are you a related party of mdg? :)

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  31. Shalini
    November 20, 2008 at 8:06 am

    I think also that people get annoyed that she puts on this accent when she speaks. You MUST admit it….

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  32. Johnny Tai
    November 20, 2008 at 8:49 am

    To Enforcer,

    Ok, your comments is too darn hillarious and I just finished laughing and rolling on my studio floor. It's like I'm reading a comic book or something.

    Clearly you sound that you hate her because of who she is and not because she became the Malaysian Dreamgirl. What you're doing is clearly a very low minded thingking, silly and utter hillarious. And you gotta cut down on your x rated entertainment at home.

    Posting your hateful comment about her won't really change a thing . And she has done nothing to you. Again I must ask is that what do you get from doing this?

    I'm not defending her right now, more of I want to ask about you. Don't be lame and put the name 'Enforcer'…be more realistic will ya?Come on… don't be a coward by revealing your name. I applaud Shalini for not being anonymous about herself. But back to the topic, what do you get for hating her anyway? In the next few months till the next season begin and until it ends…there's gonna be another.And if that doesn't turn out well… are you gonna hate that person too? Even for the next few seasons?

    It doesn't matter who spiritful or how you're doing a 'service' to the world by stopping her from posting even a small simple video about fruits for dinner ( you find fruits for dinner nasty? You carnivore! >D) because that won't change a thing. And you don't understand the meaning of one's own personal blog… they pratically can write or post whatever they want to. I believe you do the same. So be more mature and open and don't be too narrow minded and also not too one sided. Learn to look at the good and the bad side.

    If you're still gonna post the same thing to me about how your hatred towards her and how much you're doing a service to the world and still assuming that anyone who defends her is an asskisser…. then seriously, you need a psychiatrist. Not a rehab…a psychiatrist. Seriously, nothing you write here is gonna prove anything. I really pity you for being this way….be open to all things and understand both sides.

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  33. rach
    November 20, 2008 at 12:07 pm

    Jonny tai you are such a gay!!!!!!

    getting cheap publicity by being Cindy's 'guardian'.

    By now you knwo half of Malaysia has hated this MDG shite and that you cannot change ppl's mind abt Cindy.Its way too late Babe!

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  34. sha
    November 21, 2008 at 12:34 am

    johnny- do u ever proofcheck what u write? for one, it's "hilarious", not
    hillarious". i could go on forever. whatever.

    "Posting your hateful comment about her won't really change a thing."
    we all know that. she's still a child,man. ignorance is all bliss!

    "Again I must ask is that what do you get from doing this?"
    this sentence is so fucked up. if u meant: what is in it for us? then we've got to ask you What's in it for You? do u get a head job in exchange for defending her or stg.

    no offence,cindy. seriously.

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  35. Shalini
    November 21, 2008 at 1:29 am

    he's a nerd that's infatuated with her to the point of taking the position of valiant knight. Gotta give him credit for his efforts :P EVeryone's lookin out for someone

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  36. Johnny Tai
    November 21, 2008 at 1:50 am

    to sha and rach

    Thanks for pointing out my typo error, very good of you *applause* Yay! I ain't as perfect as you, Sha. So zip it.

    my question still remains the same. But to answer your question which you so kindly revert it back to me :

    I don't get anything from defending her, …it's not a crime to defend her. Even if I get something from what you just thought so, I don't find the pleasure of accepting it. I ain't a gigolo from the street or a fucking sweet talker, I'm a man of my own thoughts who stands for what is right and what is wrong. And I'm not the only person who's doing so.

    Hand jobs, Bjs , lapdances….what the fuck is the matter with you girls?? Typically you're thinking that all the guys who's defending a girl like her would want to have a one night stand with her as a reward. Hey, I'm not cheap. I'm not one of those little low life scumbags who's that pitiful. I'm really sorry if you have met guys who are like that, but I… with God as my witness that I'm not one of them.

    If I were to gain publicity, it won't be through online blogging. I blog as part of my free time during work, but I'm not looking forward to be famous like Nicole Tan or Xia Xue. If you want it , you can have it. No one is stopping you.

    I've said all my part, but eventually your brain would refuse to believe it. So I'm not gonna waste anymore of my effort to convince you . The flag is yours for the victory.

    Back to all of my questions :
    All I'm trying to say is an issue which has already pass for a very long time is pointless to bring it up now because it's too late and winner have been decided from a poor voting system. Holding a grudge on someone is not gonna help. Ever watch Star Wars and the few concepts behind it regarding the dark side? Anyway, You want to make a difference? Do it for the next Malaysian Dreamgirl which is coming soon. if you think Cindy's winning is her fault and she doesn't deserve it, then fine….you can have your way then. But know this that it's not the contestant's fault in the first season, it's program itself. They are merely just participating in it. I'm sorry if the voting system was not fair, but that hate Cindy for that.

    Don't hate the player, hate the Game.

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  37. Johnny Tai
    November 21, 2008 at 2:25 am

    don't hate Cindy for her winning*.

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  38. sha
    November 21, 2008 at 5:14 am

    hey johnny tai,chill,will ya. u're takin this way too seriously la.

    i get your point. nobody's perfect,yes. esp me, since i'm here criticising ppl for puttin on the world's weirdest accent.

    but i'm not spiteful cos she'd won. i dont give a shit abt amateur MDG. my granny prolly makes better homemade videos la and nowhere as sexless as these ppl.

    my prob is purely the fake accent. puttin on an accent (an extremely flawed on at that too) doesn't make them have more class in their whole body than the rest has in their pinky fingers. and here i was thinking malaysians are more "real" than us here in singapork!

    i mean dont u feel repelled?even the slightest.

    whatever,let;s rest the case.

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  39. Johnny Tai
    November 21, 2008 at 6:38 am

    to sha

    Ooo…way too seriously? Ofcourse I am, I just want to clear my name because of you judging me like you've known me for a long time. So I'll repeat again that I'm defending her because I want to, not because I want something in return like a reward. Don't typically judge any other guys that way.

    I've developed an American accent , no problem in that. People just want to try to be different. Whether we suck at it or not, we don't give a shit.

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  40. Shalini
    November 21, 2008 at 6:53 am

    Cindy's accent sucks, but what do you want her to do? Suddenly drop it like it's hot? Nah..that wont work either. Know why? People (As i probably would) will notice it and a whole new saga of battleshit will begin.

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  41. Johnny Tai
    November 21, 2008 at 9:05 am

    to shalini

    how ridiculous can you be?

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  42. Shalini
    November 21, 2008 at 9:39 am

    Wow JT…

    you're asking me how ridiculous can I be?????

    I do not even COMPREHEND that. I mean how do you mean that? The fact that I kind of subdued the fact that Cindy was getting obliterated by her enemies? Her accent DOES SUCK. If you think it doesnt, I don't blame you. You ARE the one that said you use an American accent right?

    Ever been to the United States??

    HAH..no wonder you are a Cindy supporter….it's the one thing you guys have in common

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  43. Shalini
    November 21, 2008 at 9:43 am

    "I've developed an American accent , no problem in that. People just want to try to be different. Whether we suck at it or not, we don't give a shit" Johnny Tai

    WOW….what a hypocrite!

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  44. rammy
    November 21, 2008 at 10:39 pm

    wow.

    I think accent is not that bad and Cindy went to aussie the ulu-est part part of Australia and I doubt she has mixed with any true aussies.

    But again you willdevelop an accent when you are overseas but Its very easy to drop teh accent when you are back in Msia.I am just suprised how come Kebangsaan school gal can develop such a fake thingy and claiming that s how she talked before she went aus…Silly isn't it.

    Even as a convent gal residing in Sydney..I don't talk like her especially when I am back in Msia!

    All bunch of wannabes.

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  45. sha
    November 21, 2008 at 11:39 pm

    johny tai- what's wrong with droppin the accent. i've seen videos of her inadvertently losing her supposedly "aussie" accent, easin into local accent & slang.

    and yes ppl might notice a bit but they wont care much. after all she'd be tokin the malaysian way so why would malaysians diss that.

    oh and speakin in an american accent makes u different from the rest?????? hoho wtf. ure from the village or summat?

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  46. Johnny Tai
    November 22, 2008 at 12:58 am

    to Shalini and Sha

    Yes, I did visit United States of America actually…stayed at Glendale , California where my sister is at for 12 days on November 2006.But I don't need to be in the United States to develop the accent when I know some people who already have around me. We want to learn it, it's up to us.This is the truth from my part but I'll let you think whatever you want. Giving you the satisfaction and the joy of judging me an Cindy whatever you want is part of a small victory in this conversation, right?

    Look, I don't know why you two have a problem with people communicating with an accent whether it's fake. I'm just saying that it's up to them because they just want to. We can turn it on and off, it doesn't get stuck forever. You can poke us or bug us telling us how sucky our accents are, but not all of us are bothered by it. Sorry that it actually bothers you so much and become so kpc about it. Please , atleast just drop this whole issue . I will not spend my effort to try and move 2 mountains here.

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  47. rammy
    November 22, 2008 at 3:58 am

    12 days made u american!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wow!!!!!!!!!!!

    This is getting more fun!

    Look here…accent is not a bad thing but if you think your accent makes you most western than others..then you are so wrong cause you guys are bunch of wannabes…sorry….even someone in overseas now can't digest what you are saying johhny..

    seriously you guys really need tro go India or China to see how poor people are there and suffering when you brats think having accent and putting everyone down is cool!Thats not so cool!

    Lastly to you JT…Drop it…You are not an american and you will never be one…so act malaysian dun think so great being all aussie or american..

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  48. Shalini
    November 22, 2008 at 4:18 am

    Yeap.

    Wannabes…posers…same shit.

    Don't fake it if you can't rock it….that's what I think, and that's where the problem resides. NO PROBLEM putting on accents, but DO IT RIGHT. Don't pick up some weird ass spazmatic way of speaking and then when people question you, you blame it on the fact that you lived overseas in tasmania for what? 3 years to do a degree? Or did you do a 2+1? Whatever…

    I mean, the problem is that an Australian accent is truely quite uniquely australian. It's not easy to pick up, and people usually accidentally PICK up accents.

    The people that PUT ON accents are just weird.

    JT….12 days in the states? *sigh* Just a question, when you went to the states and came back after the 12 days with your AMERICAN ACCENT, did you get weird looks or stares? at least from people that KNOW you?

    Please do not make examples as such because it really doesn't defend your case. Lolz

    JUST ACCEPT IT JT..CINDYS ACCENT IS MAJORLY and royally screwed. :)

    Oh and boy oh boy do I so hope to bump into either of you back in KL. Awesomeness!!! I'll show you my accent if you show me yours? ;)

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  49. Johnny Tai
    November 22, 2008 at 7:25 am

    Wow…now this has become a different thing -___-, what the hell. I didn't meant by after 12 days then I've developed the accent, u ask whether I've been there and I said yes. I didn't say I developed an accent while I'm there. You guys are jumping to too many conclusions until at the point it's ridiculous. Me having an american accent doesn't mean I'm an American 'la'.It's just a fucking accent! It's just the way you speak!That's it!

    If you have a problem with it then do something instead of running your mouth through your fingers and bitching about the problem! Fuck man… you guys are making this too ridiculous!

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  50. rammy
    November 22, 2008 at 11:25 am

    we can't because morons like u still exist:P

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  51. Shalini
    November 22, 2008 at 11:54 am

    JT: Listen to me you dumbf*k…You having an american accent after your 12 day adventure means you are a poser fuck. Get it?? Putting on an accent is UNCOOL. UNDERSTAND??

    "Yes, I did visit United States of America actually…stayed at Glendale , California where my sister is at for 12 days on November 2006.But I don't need to be in the United States to develop the accent when I know some people who already have around me. We want to learn it, it's up to us.This is the truth from my part but I'll let you think whatever you want." Johnny Tai

    SO PLEASE JT. Tell me WHERE Ur AMerican accent came from? Because when I asked you whether you have been to the US it was to see whether you had a legit excuse for picking up the accentl.

    FUCK u posers..and DAMN STRAIGHT…WHEN I SEE U I WILL THROW SOMETHING AT YOU if not tell you that you are fucked! :)

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  52. Shalini
    November 22, 2008 at 11:57 am

    BY THE WAY..I fell..that growing up under INTERNATIONAL CIRCUMSTANCES…I have the right to defend people with PROPER picked up accents and to differentiate it from poser fucks like u guys. ANd I feel personally that I am doing all that I can do by telling f**kheads like you that you SUCK!!! hahahahahahah

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  53. Shalini
    November 22, 2008 at 11:59 am

    "I've developed an American accent , no problem in that. People just want to try to be different. Whether we suck at it or not, we don't give a shit."

    And if it wasn't ur 12 days in the US, then where the F**k did u pick up ur AMERICAN accent from?! PLEASE do not SAY movies or sitcomes or tv because that is just pathetic

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  54. johnny tai
    November 22, 2008 at 1:40 pm

    Sigh…this is very tiresome. Fine, I speak in a normal English, no accent involve this time. You happy now?Trash me up or say whatever you want to say to me. This topic I'll let you win. I only ask that you 'please' drop the issue and leave Cindy out of this. Enough is enough. Make peace and not war.

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  55. Shalini
    November 22, 2008 at 1:41 pm

    Funny how you never once answer any questions posed to u. Coward. No doubt though. Ur a huge pussy. Fine. I let you win ur pussybattle. MDG has a season 2 so there IS hope. Peace brother.

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  56. Shalini
    November 22, 2008 at 1:44 pm

    and f.y.i I bet you speak retarded english, as in you would bring shame to the language that is English because of your representation. HAH!

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  57. johnny tai
    November 22, 2008 at 2:16 pm

    Even if I do answer, would it be any different?False information. Never judge a person if you don't know him.

    Wow, you're one to talk about 'shame'.

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  58. amanda
    November 22, 2008 at 3:53 pm

    man watching the video made me feel pretty stupid.

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  59. sha
    November 23, 2008 at 6:12 am

    what a naive ignorant arselicker.

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  60. sha
    November 23, 2008 at 6:13 am

    j.t. that is

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  61. ozie
    November 24, 2008 at 12:54 am

    I think u gals are too much sha and shalini..give jt a break…He meant well.

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